Life

Hello my name is Shelbi Lynn Nugent. I am 14 years old going on 15 in October. My life pretty much ***s. Its like a big hole of nothingness ***. I have been abused all my life up until a year and a half ago. I have been tortured and treated like a dog. I have lived wit so many people i cant even remember all of them or their names. You mite think that ***s but theres more. Whenever i moved bak in wit my mom and step dad (:p) i had like a few months of attention until my mom had my step brother. Now im ignored all the time no one cares about my opinion and it just ***s. I have been to a shelter before and let me tell you...Those places are terrible. I have also been in a hospital. But that is because i used to be suicidal and always wanted to die. I still do alot but i got over trying. I also cut you can pretty much call me EMO because i am always crying and down. Always wanna die and cut my wrists wit a razor blade. I even have the emo hair. But anyways bak to the point another bad bad thing is that my Ex-Fiance Deven Robinson just broke up wit me. We were together for four months and for three of those four months he was cheating on me. He always treated me like *** to. I will always love him still but i really have to get over his sorry ***. :( I just wish he wudnt have done that then he said he didnt regret it afterwards..:( I hate my life... Buh-bye for now.